Monday, October 8, 2018

Spiritual thoughts I've had over the years, progressing into other thoughts. Not sure the order, but here's a bunch of them:


< Check over all notes for validity and no contradictions >

Not understanding the Spirit of God talking to your heart is like hearing a bunch of sirens going off but not knowing what it means. We must learn to listen and be intimate with the Spirit so we know what He wants of us and is trying to tell us.
If I don't think God can change the hearts of people and instead think that He is subject to their will, then I'm putting man above God.
Compromising on faith is the same as for willpower. You either have faith/willpower or you don't, there is no middle ground. Because if you have less than absolute conviction then it's not true conviction and you always falter, there is no way around that fact.
God is constantly trying to reach out to speak to us but either we choose not to listen or we aren't in a situation of good reception (spiritually filled area) or we have too much noise (distractions) in our life to hear Him.
There's a place in God where the enemy can't touch you. God can only put His power on you based on your capacity of belief. Potential unlimited spiritual power, "you can say to a mountain 'be removed' and it will move".                                                   
An Idol is anything you have to consult with before you listen to God (priorities).
The enemy really attacks when people start to get right with God because they know they can lose you if you get too far. People under attack from the enemy needs a church of intercession.
Not everyone can perceive the voice of God if they are not in communion with Him to understand Him.
Jesus IS the Bible
What saves you is repentance of dead works and faith towards God. 
The power of the Holy Spirit gives you power over all sin.
Finances are key to a revival, give to others and keep money from being the treasure of your heart. 
Righteousness = acts of loving kindness, for the kingdom of God is based on love.
Share everything for the Kingdom because you don't own anything. 
You're blessed on your percentage of giving based on your wealth.
Pure faith is not praying for people who you know can be helped by normal means.
Be good stewards of God's people on their behalf, picking up other people's trash even though it's not yours.
The Holy Spirit is what gave Jesus form as the Father's Avatar in our universe (Who created it) as the Word (Truth) of God, the Holy Spirit is the connecting piece of the Trinity and explains the Son's relationship to the Father of why the Father is greater than the Son and how They can Both be One yet different. God is infinite, yet Jesus is both limited by His own machinations and infinite through the Father (Himself). In order for the Father to be of this limited universe (created by The Word/Truth) He needed an Avatar which He made in His Son, Powered by His Holy Spirit (presence) in fullness, thus at the beginning (of existence) "the Word was with God and the Word was God". The Holy Spirit comes straight from God and is what inhabits Jesus, God Himself, and He imparts His Spirit on us when we receive Him, as we are made in the image (capacity) of God.
We are supernatural beings and with our salvation we became gates to heaven through which the angels travel to deliver news and miracles.
Look up word for creator. 
Evil powers are a perversion of the pure Power
Like sin, other religions offer temporary relief but not permanent and fulfilling. 
We are against the spirits of evil not against people, people aren't the spirits because the spirits can come and go but who you are is stationary.
Church networking
The reason the Hebrews lost and lost the Ark of the Covenant in 1 Samuel 4 was because they used God's presence like an artifact or simple weapon.
God desires that no one should perish and we should not assume people are wheat or chaff.
Fathers need to be fathers to their sons so that they will not be lacking. The family is needed for people to flourish. A father needs to be more than simply an instructor/boy leader (maturity, not age) - like the Spartans. Men are allowing others to raise their sons. You reap what you sow. - Isaiah 3.  The orphan spirit looks for people who looks the part they think should to be their father/ruler/idol, they want to be part of something (to be given a name).
Characteristics of an orphan spirit/mentality - affirmation, orphans work for it and sons from it (Jesus started His ministry after the Father's affirmation); position - orphans work for it because they feel abandoned; orphans live to gain security, sons give out of their abundance; orphans reject intimacy because they think people will reject who they are; orphans use others to gain their end, continued
Mature sons advance the kingdom; mature sons follow the statutes of the Word in helping others, being in communion/not competition with others; orphans are self led (they lack true direction), sons are spirit lead because they are secure with their identity, orphans (and illegitimate children) perceive chastisement as criticism, but sons are able to receive correction (Hebrews 12) and are able to enter in to God's presence. Only an heir can receive inheritance, but the heirs are guaranteed it, and God has said He will not leave us orphans.                                   
The only thing we are called to be childlike in is faith, not maturity. You can't have to have people keep coming back to teach you the basics, else you will never grow (verses).
3 stages of life:
1. Limping stage - Your affliction became your institution (living by the idea of hurting), become "comfortable" with your affliction   
2. Lifting stage - Somebody comes into your life that lifts you up and breaks you out of your affliction mindset and you readjust to your new reality. Don't ignore those need lifting
3. Leaping stage - Passionate because of the presence of God, not stagnate because of religion. Loves God in all His glory and power, not simply the idea of God. 
Do not take from God and not give the first fruits of all you have and realize that you own nothing, for everything was made and bought by The Word of God.
An understanding that 100% faith was needed AND a willing submissiveness in worship was needed to usher in the Holy Spirit and speak in heavenly languages.
Life is Righteousness
Colossians 3:17 AMP
And whatever you do [no matter what it is] in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus and in [dependence upon] His Person, giving praise to God the Father through Him.
Colossians 3:22 AMP
Servants, obey in everything those who are your earthly masters, not only when their eyes are on you as pleasers of men, but in simplicity of purpose [with all your heart] because of your reverence for the Lord and as a sincere expression of your devotion to Him.
What you don't slay, you will serve.
The only time sin shouldn’t enrage you is when you’re in sin yourself or you ignore the gravity of the sin.
I’ve learned that I must not do things based on my emotions (my selfish/wicked heart, wavering mind), although if I have no direction (nothing to focus on, think about) then all that’s left is my emotions (my carnal nature) and my focus turns to gratifying that (through entertainment, etc.); so I need to stay organized and directed to prevent me from drifting away and wasting my time on fruitless endeavors.
I need to stay clean physically (body and surroundings) to stay clean spiritually. Don’t exactly know why yet.
Sinning against yourself can keep you out of heaven because it is deemed wrong by God
People who are identified (named) by their lifestyles (liars, adulterers, drunkards, etc.) are kept from salvation because their name is who they are, which is why we are named as Christians (born again, into that name).
Stop giving the enemy credit where he has none, through Jesus ALL things can be overcome, there are no exceptions. 
In order to praise God passionately and truly/fully, we have to kill (sacrifice) our pride, fear, and laziness (the flesh). Do not give into distractions that happen (find areas that have less distractions so you can praise and worship more). Don’t miss your opportunity, because you can’t “make it up” later, you’ll have to try again at a different time (and if God is merciful He will allow you to compensate for what you missed). If we make God our main focus, He’ll make us (our hearts) His main focus.
Hebraic Roots Notes [no particular order] – (Mark 4:11, Gal 5:22, 1 Cor 15:46) God doesn’t need us, but He will bless us for our faith and obedience. The seed reproduces after its own kind and watered with the Word of God (wisdom). (Mat 13:44) He is the Master Tactician. The Word of God (Jesus) sowed the Word of God (Truth). Seeds are eternal, but it is removed to make way for life once it’s introduced to soil. Weeds (children of the evil one – sinners?) among the wheat (children of the Kingdom – saved?) (predetermined damned or saved?). (Mat 13:37) Harvesters – Angels. (Mat 13:24-25) Is this all only one harvest? – Yes. Good seed is sown (salvation?), bad seed (deception?) – roots are intermingled. We are the good seed that bears fruit of His Word (?) Does that mean we are first saved and then go into the world to spread the Word? How does the crop sow more seed? Jesus may use our results, but the sower needs to spread the seed. Is Jesus not the (only) sower in this parable, but we all are to be (like Him)? God uses our fruit to spread more. What happens at harvest? - Judgment on the weeds (people) or judgment on the weeds (deception) and Truth is exposed permanently? If the good seed is the Word, the bad seed is deception (not the Word), so the judgment of people doesn’t match up. Unless it is referring to deceived people, who are to be judged. The assumption is all the world is the field. [Find the meaning behind Matthew 13:38’s “children”. (Mat 13:50) Hell once again is shown, but not the length (if there is one). 3 generations of death in bad seed (generational curse). Christ only has one bride (each of us) – Individual yet together. The Kingdom of Heaven – What if we are the sower and we spread the Word of God (as we can) but bad seed is sometimes sown due to Satan, in the end our yield will be seen at the harvest. – Debunked by Scripture (Mat 13:36-50). We can’t uproot what may be bad seed because it may cause more harm than good (intertwined with the good seed).
As you can become unsaved (Col. 1:23) you can become undammed by both Jesus’ intervention and your choice to accept that. The results are final, but not necessarily the consequences of your actions.
God is limitless, yet infinite doesn’t exist (really). God is apart from spatial and temporal understandings (something that was made for this universe). 
Evil spirits are like lead balloons you attach to yourself.
Why is the last few thousand years considered “the last days”? - (or is it?) Joel refers to the Spirit being poured out during the last days. 2 Peter 3:8 talks about 1 day = 1000 years. 7000 years = 7 “days” (1 week – completion?, last 1000 years being Jesus’ reign on earth?) Spirits need bodies to affect people and are limited by it (speaking in tongues confuses foul spirits).
Out of sight  eventually means out of mind. Memory is the key. Always give praise (thanks) to the Lord in everything that happens, for everything works together for good for those that love the Lord. Don’t remove your emotions use them
Just because you speak in tongues doesn’t make you righteous. We must focus on relationships. Family comes first, otherwise your life is out of order (God before that obviously). We need to preach the Love of God, not just the power of God (the Gospel of Jesus’ purpose). [Baptism is a supernatural act, in water, fire (Holy Spirit), and love (The Father’s Intimacy)] We need fruit in our lives for those to see God in us. We don’t earn God’s Blessings and Love, we simply must ask believe. Jesus died for love, not benefits (91% of people believe the church is anti-sin, judgmental (87%), and hypocritical (85%) – we are known for what we are against, self-preservation, and not who we are for or about). Care about what others think when what they think is leading them to hell. We must always think about lost souls and have a desire to evangelize (God desires that no one should be lost). Revival is sustained through the Love of God. Go from where we are now (always move forward). We have a hard time giving love be we have a hard the time receiving it. Love has a Source, we must understand the Source to receive and give Love. 
Use the Bible as a model for righteousness not as a weapon for condemnation. 1 John 4:7-8 The more you love, the more you know God. We must be willing to risk love in order to progress in God’s will and righteousness. If we have all things without love, then we have NOTHING. A lack of prophetic words is because of living a pathetic life. – Be a DOER. Stop asking God to do things He has already given you the ability to do. [Write example of boy I talked to and encouraged during Warrior Fest and received the Holy Spirit]. You need forgiveness and mercy of those desiring to seek it genuinely. When I become unoffendable (able to love no matter what others do), then I am where I should be.
New sin – what you believe is sin is sin (James 4:17)
[Find out where it says no repentance for demons]. Jesus – God Physical, Holy Spirit – God Spiritual, God The Father – God over ALL. 
Jesus coming is very near to everybody at all time eras because life is short and not guaranteed to anyone, to which He will be there to Judge you when you die. Lying in itself isn’t a sin (James 5:12)? You must confess your sins to others; “prayer of a righteous man makes tremendous power available” (James 5:16). The saved can be lost (James 5:20). You need to be desperate because then your hope in faith overcomes your reliance on facts/”logic”.
What is the Victor’s Crown of Life exactly? God can’t be tempted (James 1:13) – what then is the temptation of Jesus in the desert? “Why do you call Me good?” – referring to the critic who was saying that a teacher was good.
God puts boundaries on what each of us can handle based on His omni-sentient knowledge (such as in ability and temptation resistance). God expects out of us the same amount put into us by Him in our circumstances of biology and environment.
God The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit are infinite in all 3 forms (not comprehensible fully). In order for love to exist, creatures (humans) must have free will, which allows (unfortunately) for rebellion and the opposite of love (you can’t understand “love” being made fully obedient).
[Diagram of Physical and Spiritual planes]
God didn’t create everyone together in one place to be efficient; if He wanted us to be alone with Him only, He would have created a world for each of us. God has the perfect personality. My personality is not my physical desires, it’s my choices from them.
Complacency is a dangerous thing. Let it dominant a society and then the revolutionaries come in to change what is good for more of what they want due to indoctrination of entitlement. Then the elitists come to mold the public opinion to give them power to fulfill the revolutionaries' dreams with new laws, unwittingly taking over the populace through delusions of grandeur until it's too late and the "new" government has more control than before and before too long the people have a lower standard of living. The fruits of their labor for rejecting what they had for the purposes of "fairness" and entitlement, causing everyone else in the country to suffer as they, except for the ruling class, which is the formula for socialism. If you reject what you are given for selfish reasons, you will fall to ruin, but if you embrace life with a positive and selfless demeanor, everyone will be better off. That is what the Bible teaches us and why we must fight to preserve our nation as a beacon of light and freedom in the world, rejecting foolish and evil intentions to keep this country successful and moral, as it was originally founded.
Abortion is like a bad joke where a driver runs over a pedestrian walking in the crosswalk with the right of way because the pedestrian was going to make the driver late for an appointment and afterwards the driver says, "It's okay, I'm fine" while the pedestrian is collected into the nearest trashcan. And then the driver gets indignant over people complaining about that.
The spirit of confusion can overtake you subtlety and you don't know what's wrong which causes your walk with God to become spiritually dead and you don't know why, one of the most dangerous of situations. But once you realize that the problem is confusion itself you can banish it by the power of the name of Jesus with authority and it will leave instantly. I am a testament to that and the change is unreal.
Every pro Noah post I've seen has to deal with them not seeing the whole movie and we shouldn't be judgmental about a Bible movie being made. Not taking into account the dangerous ideological propaganda of the Nature of God Himself valuing animals over man, a seemingly "inconsequential" matter to the movie promoters, claiming a disclaimer makes it all okay. However they miss the point of how a "Biblical" movie can pervert the Truth of God when it changes the very core of the Word (to which people don't believe that because they choose not to believe any sources other than the ones they choose). They're essentially making the point that Jesus Christ Superstar had just as much validity because Hollywood is "finally making a Bible movie, so don't complain." Right, and the Crusades was an evangelical movement.
God doesn’t alter time. If you miss it, you miss it (although He does offer many opportunities because of this, by His mercy). Is the spirit independent of the soul? Why does it testify for or against you at Judgment? Are our spirits a part of God (perfect); what exactly is the soul? – (is it our hearts/minds?)
Prayer and God’s plan – The Lord didn’t change His mind when Moses prayed because He realized He was wrong, but it was both right to destroy the unruly Israelites and then to spare them after Moses prayed on their behalf (same idea when God “remembers” someone). God has a plan for everything to for His good, but His children (chosen people) have the ability (from Him) to influence how His plan is played out through prayer and obedience. If no one prayed to God, no one would receive His blessings (sometimes as severe as life itself, i.e. Noah), but God’s plan would still eventually come to fruition, with or without man, but with man’s willingness God’s plan can be expedited in accordance with His Law.
(Jeremiah 17:7-10)(Jeremiah 17:24-27) – You are Jerusalem, the gates are what you bring in, the Sabbath is communion with God, and work is any distractions away from God.
Memory is not merely given (unless done by God), it is practiced and trained. God has given us the flesh to enjoy what He has made, but we are to not overindulging as to bring glory to what has been made by out giving over to its desires instead of God’s wishes for appropriate moderation and putting Himself over and above all else.
Love is a choice – Following God is not just an obedience to do certain acts for the sake of doing it and it’s not just to get good feelings from God. So what is it? It’s a combination to willingly choose to do certain acts because you have the feeling of love in you, not just in emotion but in your heart (past your wickedness) where you love when you don’t feel like it. You have to love, in all ways, at all times. To do so is to truly emulate Jesus (who is the originator/source of all love and without Him we have no love).
I can’t fully appreciate the fact that I was created by a God of pure love and goodness. If God was not Who He Is, He could have been evil and created us only to torture with no hope, but the reality is that all of existence is because our God is pure Love and Good and we don’t fully realize how fortunate we are because pf that. I THANK THAT GOD IS WHO HE IS!!!
Humans’ willpower balance of influence and uniqueness – Perhaps our willpower comes part from external factors and part “organically” from our unique spirits as they were created and God put us in certain places and times in regard to eternity (being chosen for “such a time as this”), us having freewill of choice but also character (sometimes being “screwed up” by situations of this world, but God balancing this by His Justness and judging people accordingly), in this temporary “testing ground” temporal world.
The benefits of a purer belief – The more faith on the True things without proof, the more the person will be blessed and mighty things will happen (i.e. the results of Abraham’s faith and Thomas’ doubt).
The purpose of will and belief? – Will is the combination of emotion and logic. Willpower is the ability of choice of what you choose ultimately (regardless of the reason). God is love so we must emulate that love as ambassadors of God in His stead because He cannot dwell with evil due to His Holiness(?) Our mission is to love God and others, that’s it (although the ways to do that are more extensive and complicated at times). In order to be saved we must choose to believe (but not to a complete blind belief).
[Why does faith trump the Willpower to love (in salvation)? Why do we need faith to receive God’s ability to love like He does?] Is faith power? (Luke 17:6) Is it quantifiable? In order for us to receive God’s direct blessings (and power) we must have faith to receive it. Is this why? (Luke 17:19) If no one had doubt that a promise of God would be fulfilled in his life, would God have promised it to him? How does doubt make something any less true? Kingdom of God: In us and around us (love).
People will be “taken up” in death in the rapture (?) Luke 17:37
We are born with an inclination to do wrong, but shouldn’t cultivate it (golden rule). All who are trained in evil are capable of good. The best things in life are often the hardest to get. [the 5 love languages] We need to find our purpose in life, otherwise we will continue to feel empty while trying to keep busy until we die. Don’t focus on the negative, affirm the positive first and foremost. “You cannot bear the family likened until you become a member of the family”. Can only man truly if you love God that way first, they go hand in hand (allude to this fact). Respond to every situation knowing God is behind everything and how to live like/for Him through the Spirit. The best way to test the mettle of people and friendship is how they react to bad situations as well as good ones.
Values change, virtues do not. Values adjust with the society, virtue is steadfast and eternal through God. Miracles will not convince those who morally blind (morally not relative). Punish those who do evil, but feel sorry for them, not vengeance or hatred, for the sake of others (vengeance is the Lord’s only). Don’t live in the future, act in the present, and learn from the past (don’t blind yourselves). You’ve got to want to do good (changed in order to become a better person). Not effeminate (or masculine) traits, but human traits. Do not be held to this world by material things or else you will have no purpose and have faith in things that will fail you. Do not be resentful, forgive and move on. Acting and thinking right is beneficial to your health and I want the best for everyone because I love them. People cannot forgive because hatred (neurotic pleasure and moral pride) became who they are, so physical acts are easier than emotional changes.
Can’t have life without consequences. Doubt is okay, unbelief is not. Some people just want to hate/have conflict. When you fail, ask for help.
Hardships – mental, emotional, physical, societal, spiritual, etc. Stay out of debt at all times. Mockers mock whenever someone/thing interferes with their lifestyle. Corruption clouds judgment (Feeling Pinkie Keen letter to Celestia). Be gentle and kind, not hostile and contentious. Integrity should come before image. Parents (both) of integrity are needed for a health relationship for the family (with children). Meekness: Power under control. What’s acceptable? Standing up for your principles.
[“Tactfulness”] [Anxiety problems – OCD, etc.] Cohabitation makes poor relationships (proven studies); women want a closer relationship and try to change men, but men want more “freedom” and it doesn’t work. (usually done by people who have issues) [Agape love]
Parents most of the time don’t hate their children, they just don’t know how to handle situations and end up hurting the child inadvertently (parent/child bond). Projection (ungodly council). People are most influential in life as children. Miracles happen for a purpose, not on the “users” whim. Inactivity can be just as bad as committing a bad act. No one is too far gone to change if they do not deny the truth. Emotional abuse is almost always worse that physical abuse. It’s never too late to forgive and heal wounds. Need something substantial to stand on for your principles (i.e. Bible verses). Loneliness is a major factor. Comfort all those who are hurt, for even if they reject you they will appreciate it in their heart. If possible, you should be in council with someone who is there to encourage you as a close friend and isn’t afraid to show his emotions (platonic). Don’t go against your better judgment if someone/thing appears to sound off.
The prideful are the first to fall. Those who are good need to get out of places of evil. Good and evil exist, humans are (…) up. A pleasing personality doesn’t ask for much and gives in to promote harmony (especially with friends and family). Can be hypertensive because their own needs aren’t met. Those types are often avoided in place of problem types because they seem fine and don’t need extra care or attention. Love (through sex and hormones) is one of the strangest connections between people in the world (which is why there are boundaries for sex) and seems to be the absolute love, but it isn’t, it’s purely biological not spiritual, which is carnal (sinning for worldly lusts). We must have control over our desires, no matter what they be, nothing can be put before God as a higher priority (or else it is idolatry).
God allows us to live, even in our sin, because of His mercy and Jesus’ payment for the Law. We are all made different, but by how much? Conditions for prayers? Salvation based on one’s freewill? Did Wisdom leave Lucifer once he sinned? Is God truth or of truth? – God is truth because otherwise truth would have had to of come first.
Foolishness – reasons for death and murder (like suicide bombers) [elaborate]. Protection through faith and no fear of death from evil (but not foolishness). Sometimes something big needs to happen for a change to take place.
No one who has been abused is at fault, there is nothing wrong with you and you deserve better. Sexual perversion leads to more perversion [usually caused by outside influences]. Abuse makes the victim feel dirty and unworthy. Those with dark secrets need to tell others to release the internal turmoil. Don’t fear abandonment for telling others, those who love you will not forsake you for what has happened. No part of you is ever too ugly or damaged to heal. Everybody needs accountability partners. [If we can’t be perfect, then what’s the point?] We all have the potential to reach (moral) perfection in ourselves equally as everyone else and (worldly) perfection is different per each person based on the gifts they were given, one can have more perfection than someone else and still seem to be less than that other person but if that other person hasn’t reached their potential then their current level is less than the one that surpassed him in his own way. It is vital that we constantly try to achieve it little by little, not being dissuaded by how imperfect we currently are. It is imperative to find others like you ideologically (part of our human nature).
If some are “pre-destined” to be saved, then it’s only because God knew about it ahead of time because He lives outside of time. [What is pornography?] It’s not a thing, it’s an act. The intent is what makes it pornographic (i.e. a surgery in where the subject is naked is not pornographic because it is not for the purpose of enacting sexual emotions, unlike erotic art (where is could actually have more covering) where pornography is redefined as artwork through arbitrary terminology ignoring the intent (to further an agenda) to elicit sexual feelings of its viewers under the guise of innocent expression through the use of indecent acts by common more standards (not acknowledging the harm it causes those that view it)). It’s sad how friendliness often translates to thinking attraction is the motivation (in this society). [How to deal with unresolved issues]. Be absorbed in things that matters (not with vain amusements - 2 Timothy 3:4).
If Hell is eternal, what happens when it’s thrown into the Lake of Fire? Is the punishment eternal, not necessarily Hell? Is the punishment potentially eternal for those who do not choose to repent? Is it still eternal even if they choose to repent? [Parable of prodigal son comparison for the saved and the damned seeking salvation?] Is it possible to repent in your heart for what you’ve done after Judgment or has that chance passed and the ability to change/repent/submit has been removed forever? (That part of freewill revoked, or the damned just not capable of switching due to their choice? Only by faith of the unseen can anyone be saved? What about Thomas?) Is this all not clear to keep people from getting damned in the first place (with them thinking they can just “pay their time” and get out later, or early for “good behavior”) because God loves every one of us and doesn’t want to see us suffer but can’t pardon anyone because of His holy nature? Those in ignorance will be judged less severely than those that know more (scripture). If the punishment is eternal, why is there different levels of punishment? (What’s the point?)
“My body is not my own, it was bought with a price” “No man is promised tomorrow” “Everything you do, do it for My sake” “Do all things in remembrance of Me”
What is “evil”? God allows Satan to commit evil to cause good to happen out of it. So is allowing evil actually good from God because the intent? (Ends justify the means?) If you are overly content, you stop caring about things.
3 levels of heaven (maybe 7 total) – Earth, Space, “Paradise” (Satan cast out). The thought doesn’t make you that way just by thinking it, only when you act on it or continue down that path (fantasize). 3 types of people – Trapped, want to leave; Like it, could change but doesn’t want to; Accepts it, refuses to change (lost cause to us). Animals with blood have a soul, only man has a soul and a spirit.
Embrace those who are still a mess and love everyone the same (understand everyone has a struggle). Those who are hurt, who don’t get help, are higher at risk of going down the wrong path of life (eventually liking the type of thing that had been done to them in a different way and having hatred). Our physical and emotional fragility in life is all part of the grand plan to see how we react to whatever comes our way in life through various ways. Jesus only spits out the lukewarm…
Masculinity – Real men are morally founded and are leaders, spiritually matured (not necessarily physically). Speaking is the greatest power in the universe for good or evil.
Do we all have “split personalities” (of good and bad)? Prayers are not condition free (based on the heart). We have ADD because we are sensually over stimulated.
Nobody should be focused on only one (or a few) things in life except for God, because it becomes our lives and we overindulge in it, causing bias and fanaticism in that area, versus living a balanced life in doing what’s right and healthy. Otherwise we have the EPA, PETA, NAACP, etc.
Don’t “missionary” date, do not get emotionally invested in a relationship with those who are not of God (do not be yoked with them). 7 basic human needs: food, relationships, finances, protection (security), ?, ?, ?. Christians need to stick up for one another (as a family). Once you are saved (know and accept the Truth), the Holy Spirit will convict the backslider.
John’s revelation: Heaven was of flawless precious metals and gems. Jesus said of fire doing 2 things, consuming that which is combustible and purifying that which is not (metal). The fire He was referring to was the Holy Fire of God’s righteousness. So what John was “seeing” was the spiritual representation of healing where the purest noncombustible (spirits/souls) inhabit heaven and its luster is shown in a way John can comprehend. While the fire of hell consumes that which is combustible and not pure (sin).
Stand up for the little guy. Don’t hold prejudices. Treat everyone as individuals, even in a crowd. Listen to your parents, but tell others if you feel abused (friends). “Is it kind, is it true, and is it necessary” – Gossip. If you practice these things they will be embroidered into you and you will want to do it. Unforgiveness – “a cold and deliberate choice of the heart”. Always follow all the rules (and rulers) unless they are morally reprehensible (against God), but act civil if that happen. Do not have a rebellious heart. You can’t force people to change, it needs to come from the inside out (laws don’t fix morality problems of the heart). Treat your bodies right mentally and physically. It’ll be both an example to others and give you a better outlook on life.
Strive to be a little bit better every day, it’s a gradual process for change, that way we don’t give up because we feel we can’t do it. Don’t let setbacks and failures (or the fear of it) get you down. Those who do evil hate the light. Plan for the long-term, you can’t only focus on the here and now. Those who do not accept God’s grace will be judged by our own deeds (because they didn’t accept the pardon given by Jesus’ sacrifice).
Masturbation is a sin due to the direct intent to gratify the flesh solely for the sake of gratifying it (for no temptation is too great to say no to and I’ve gotten many, many confirmations spiritually is various ways consistently that it’s wrong, so there’s no excuse).
Man was created to worship God. True worship (should be) the result of salvation. [Purpose of life/heaven/hell]. [Reasons to be a Christian]. Worship comes from the heart; praising God of all things. Jesus didn’t pray for us to leave this world, but to be protected from the evil one. [“Once saved, always saved” – disputed]. Hell is only for those who are against God. We have no right to be prideful in ignoring our place (God is worthy of our complete worship). If you like something that is morally good, there is nothing to be ashamed of, there’s no need to recruit everyone in order to feel better about your choice or be more accepted (especially in compromising). “Fear of criticism is the kiss of death in the court of accomplishment.”
Don’t look at people from afar, labeling them only and not thinking about them as people. Come to know people personally, even those who may be hostile towards you, and mend pre-broken bridges on a personal and compassionate level. Everyone doesn’t need to follow your same way of thinking in order for you to respect them as a person. They have free will and showing your kindness may reach them on an emotional level, and if it gets rejected even then, be humble and kind always, but don’t annoy those who have hardened their hearts. They need to work on themselves at that point (especially strangers).
God the Father is too holy to come fully to Earth Himself, He sends His Holy Spirit to speak to His children and He uses His Angels to deliver messages/judgments; He sent His son to be physically manifested to save us (physically so He can personally interact with us as a sort of “filter”). God takes away iniquity from His children (Zechariah 3) so that sin would not taint us. Scripture also says that sinners (fornicators, liars, thieves, etc.) will not inherit the Kingdom of God, so we need to take the initiative to firstly follow God’s Word.
Spiritual Warfare: Explained in a way that is comprehendible to humans, but not as straight forwards as it seems (while still staying within the laws that The Creator made when forming the universe). God is and always was (exists outside of time); He can know prophesies because He wills it and it has already happened, yet not happened, at the same time.
Human form (body) – spiritually weak and moldable. Satan’s opportune times: before/after a great spiritual victory (don’t give in once things turn bad and you feel you want to go the easy route). As long as you are still alive, there is hope (even to the point of raising the dead back to life).
John Milton’s Paradise Lost (Heaven is reality and Earth is just the “dream”). Spirit Realm – both physical and metaphysical interact with real elements of the physical plain when certain conditions are met. God’s time – no numeric sense of progress, but a numeric sense of accomplishments/steps (i.e. Earth being made in 7 “days”). Everything done shall be sacred, not secular. The love of others sometimes means getting involved with their personal to help them (in all areas). Be smart, no wishful thinking (irresponsibility). Lack of discipline = emotional hardness (all types …). True respect/obedience/etc. comes from the heart.
Confession (and asking for forgiveness) is changing what’s wrong on your side first (even when the other side may be wrong more) is what’s needed in order to mend bridges and heal relationships (in every type of relationship). People feel distant from God (and/or life) because of sin (and the condemnation of it from the enemy). Names are of great importance. Disappointments are inevitable, discouragement is a choice. Sin promises freedom, but delivers bondage.
A real man rejects passivity/takes responsibility. Sin/bad influence is like a tick. Our eyes are the windows to our souls, what we input affects us.
Complete family needed biochemically (scientific) and emotionally (spiritual). God connects to the world both physically (scientific) and morally (spiritual). There are polar opposites of good and bad. Those that are of Christ should do only good, but by grace we are forgiven when we fail in our human bodies. Sin weakens us. Discouragement is very potent for believers. A very high percentage of lesbians were abused by men and a very high percentage of prisoners grew up fatherless.
All of us want a purpose in life, and it is like a tree, to produce fruit. In our case, to do God’s will which is to have faith, worship God, have our deeds reflect our faith and the Love of God. In order to be with God, Who is perfect, while we are imperfect because of man (Adam), we need a mediator to sacrifice (as well as repentance) in our lives to show favor to God for our weakness. No matter how much is explained, it still ultimately comes to faith of the heart (though things will be made clear in time).
Not “how I can be the best I can”, but “how can I please God?” You cannot determine good and evil by your own understanding, only through God (in which that information can then be spread to the ungodly). God is not responsible for the evil or stupidity of people. Not responding in kind to those who harm you is not weak. Bitterness will drive your friends away. What is a person if not a product of their environment? – aside from what makes a person choose decisions. God is not “obligated” to answer the prayers of unbelievers. Those who have not joy replace it with worldly things. Intelligent men reject the Truth because of their lust for life. Government was made to enforce God’s will and law (with Him at the top). Christians must never “join” for superficial reasons, for that doesn’t truly make them a Christian.
Jesus is God’s Son and The Holy Spirit is God’s Spirit. [What is the ultimate significance of the Holy Spirit and what all does that encompass?] 
It’s not too much to ask for a little understanding that when people are used to something they live their lives to expect that standard. If people act kindly to you, you don’t expect otherwise or lament your good fortune, or others, because there are others in the world who don’t have it as good as you and it’s “not fair” that there are others who have a higher standard of living for whatever reason who may complain about things that others wouldn’t. People are adaptive and can function in a higher and lower state of living, but don’t expect everyone to stay at the same level just for “fairness’” sake. Humans aren’t robotic drones programmed for one thing, they aspire for greatness (at least they normally do under healthy circumstances).
(The self-righteousness of) pride is the parent of all vices. Humility is the parent of all virtues. Pride (ego) is not healthy self-esteem or honoring someone or accomplishments in the Lord, pride is taking credit for our successes and blaming others for our failures. The “time” of God is gauged by events, not only “numbers” [find more proof].
The Truth (Jesus), The Life (God(Love)), and The Way (Holy Spirit) – All in One, all emotional/spiritual. Forgive yourself for the wrong things you’ve done as the Father has forgiven you. War of the Worlds (radio broadcast) – Prime example of people’s ability to be influenced [doomed to repeat]. Born with pride, reborn with humility. Everyone has the will, but need the want.
Does will come from the heart? (Man’s heart is wicked; the heart has a brain of its own).
Unconditional Love is NOT unconditional tolerance. [Grace] Don’t fall for “all or nothing” mentality. Rebuking is right and acceptable when the time is appropriate (not rejection) to guide others on the right path morally and intellectually out of love and only if you yourself do not falter in the same way (can’t be a hypocrite). Be thankful even though the wicked may live externally pleasing lives even they don’t seem to deserve it. Regularly compliment others. (John 5:24-30). Do not procrastinate – do the hardest things first/follow your priorities with God at the top and all else will be given unto you more abundantly. We all have our stories or pain in our lives, it’s just in different degrees based on our environment growing up, but none should be dismissed (*see other note). Mean people are often the most hurt.
You don’t need a sensual relationship, focus on platonic love. Can’t use things in life as an “escape”. Need to work on your good nature every day and not cease or you will fall behind and backtrack (like muscle building).
[My past] – Filled with confusion; “How am I doing? I don’t spend time to think about that. I’m just doing.”
Where did God come from? – God has always been. 3 Beings tied together through divinity, an eternal bond. [Research all the differences and similarities between The 3 and Their relationship with Each Other. God lives outside time and space/matter, yet is in everything. (Physical and Spiritual realms). [God’s goodness] and how It relates to all that is “not of God”. Is God literally everywhere at all times but humanity simply can’t “access”/understand/feel His Presence or is His Presence (Holy Spirit) more akin to “summoning”?
“Sissy-fied” men in society – feminized males due to too much feminine influence in their lives (lack of real/strong male influence). Media takes place of missing parental figure(s). Symptoms (hatred) are often mistaken for the problem (lacking morals). “Sissy-fied” – blaming someone else, no guts to stand up for what’s right, whining, no respect for all, insecure and immature, empty inside, not of God. “Sissy-fied” is not the same as liking cute or childish things, only how one acts against righteousness/good character that they should have. The truth is absolute, everyone seeking to obtain it in God will find it no different from others. There is no variation in its absolution, so we should keep an open mind as to what the truth is if we are not willing to lay our lives down on its absolution in our hearts (know that you know that you know). Understand and be patient with those who do not understand themselves, regardless of how obvious it may be. We were all ignorant in one way or another at one time in our lives. Love supersedes all physical attributes. [Try explaining “Friendship is Magic/Love”]
Holy Spirit = Truthfulness. There is moral stupidity of sin (?) Forgiveness – Preliminary: Internal forgiveness needs to be immediate, even though it’s not easy. 1) Not overlooking what has been done. 2) Not excusing the wrong. 3) Not try to explain/excuse/rationalize why the wrong thing was done. 4) Not take the blame upon him/herself. 5) Not tell the person that forgiveness was given ahead of time of them asking. 6) Face the wrong that was done to him/her. Forgiveness keeps hatred from becoming resentment and then bitterness.
Newspeak – [find example of manipulating the facts while still technically telling the “truth” (Insight for Living)]. Intentions + deeds (parable about son who said yes but did nothing and vice versa – both were in the wrong). God knows where to direct our lives, but it’s our choice to rebel or obey. [Fruits of the Spirit (Galatians)] Those who have what is right and wrong need to be reminded by those who still remember (rebel or submit?). 
Ecclesiocracy is not a theocracy. There are good addictions – you can become enslaved to a habit (also conditioning). Trust first until proven otherwise.
God wants to be with His creation but He cannot be with those who have sin inhabiting them, that is what Hell is for, to have a balanced judgment for sin which will stay there forever (but not necessarily those who let it go and forsake it to be with God [?]), that is why He has commanded His followers to The Great Commission, to spare His creation from His necessary judgment for their sinful decisions. Explains why the unborn go immediately to heaven, no decision for evil, known the Presence of God from the start. (So why doesn’t He just kill us immediately? So we can make more people to follow Him [?]). In the end, every knee will bow and every tongue will confess the Name of the Lord.
What if Jesus, when He took on sin, ceased being God (fully) in order to complete the task and thus is what He sacrificed; and in order to come back the Father needed to restore the Son to His true glory?
Power (Holy Spirit) comes from the Truth (Jesus) of the Words (God the Father) of the Bible. Death makes people uncomfortable because it forces people to acknowledge reality and the impossibility to keep fully ignoring it. Without the Holy Spirit, we would not feel God’s Presence and all that comes with Him (contentment, love, etc.)
[What is God’s plan? When did it start? When will (if) it end?] The Truth that God shows is in Love. Does Satan infuse doubt or is it a part of humanity’s “nature”? Light begets light. Hell used for humanity (as well as punishment)? A sinful repetitive heart becomes calloused over time when the sin has continued (in secret usually) until their intelligence is warped, they ignore the truth, and they part themselves from God. Good and bad is inherently known in how we feel (from God, for man’s heart is wicked).
Like a snake who hasn’t been charmed may bite, so too the babbler. If God did not show us grace, would He still be purely love? [For those who don’t know the Bible, what could be considered “faith in God?” – i.e. Abraham] “Energy cannot be created or destroyed.” Is there a “cut off” time for somebody to be resurrected (“sleeping”)? 1 sin= infinity sins
When the Holy Spirit is in you, whenever an alien message (morally wrong) is given (through whatever media) the Truth will be disturbed inside you (you will feel this in your gut). Allow people to heal at their own pace. A man (more responsibility) expresses (righteous) protection, provision, and dominion that is evidenced through how you live. “A Guide to Biblical Manhood” Be who you are, but still be a “man” about it (humorous, caring, etc…)
Remaining in Christ is evidence of salvation. A true believer abides, others depart. Internal knowing of right and wrong (and Scripture). [Parable of seeds] Greed – an ever increasing craving for an ever diminishing pleasure. You are always blessed enough (and thus should praise God whenever more is given unto you).
Since God does not tempt and cannot be tempted and Jesus is fully God yet fully man, how could Jesus have been tempted in the desert? [Ezekiel 46:16-18] - God’s gift of salvation. Everyone is born into death. In order to live eternally, they must be born again spiritually. Man’s “birth” leads to death, God’s “birth” leads to life. If we give into worldly desires/emotions then Satan accuses us to God and God must act against sin. Doing so allows Satan to remove glory from God, this is why he tempts man (hatred aside – maybe). We all have main personal downfalls we must overcome in this world (“everything against you”, “desire to do nothing”, etc.)
The Law dictates what is right and wrong. The New Covenant allows us to be pardoned from The Law’s righteous judgment. Jesus’ sacrifice supersedes the judgment of the Law. – Grace. Casual friendship > Dating > Courtship > Serious marriage. Do what God Wills (seek for His direction and approval) and trust to see where He takes you versus living for self and dying.
Does Jesus’ sacrifice pardon sin after Judgment or will the ability to sin be removed somehow (Jeremiah 31:33)? You have 2 choices: God – “Love Me”, Satan – “Hate Him”. God is “ethereal” so faith is needed by everyone, even the Angels. Jesus is His tangible ambassador and the Holy Spirit is His manifestation of Power/Love/etc. Is God’s Three Forms only for man’s benefit (understanding) if Who He is, or does He require “splitting up” for man?
We can’t ignore the truth, no matter how painful it is or how much we dislike it.
God knows how many chances to give people. We are a family to everyone. Submission does not mean subjection or subordination. Life on earth (as a person) is needed for “souls” to form from the Spirit in the body, thus making who we are (unless our personality is predetermined). We don’t have a “right” to even exist.
If God created man differently, or something different than man, would they have also of sinned? Or is it in the “programming” of humans ( can/do other species have the same capacity?)? God allows temptation to test us and to show forgiveness. There are physical ramifications for spiritual choices. We need to make ourselves weaker (in our own estimations) to become greater conduits for God’s Power.
All 3 are The same, but All have distinct areas of habitation (in Their/His purpose(s)). God – Above Heaven (above the spiritual realm(s)), Holy Spirit – Spiritual Realm(s), Jesus the Christ – Physical Realm. All 3 exist in all areas, but they specific roles of Their/His Presence.
Prayer needs to be thought out and specific. Listening to God sometimes means listening to what God puts for you to find (out) in seeking after Him (i.e. listening to sermons to further your relationship with Him through revelations of a prophetic word, new understanding of the Scripture, etc.)
Does God not call everybody at some point in their (“many are called”, “only those called by God can be saved”)? Are those (if any) not called not counted under Judgment? And if not, what would happen to them?
We have desires to feel always right, often times in gaining approval of others or through gossip.
Personalities are different for God’s purpose. Live how we preach through adversity and trials. Like a muscle, we need to be broken down before we can become stronger. - [Wood being cut into an instrument] If something is unfair, how do we respond? Different levels of prayer require different levels of faith and righteousness. 
Political Correctness’ job is to remove any culture and individualism from other people be claiming any mention of their “heritage” is hateful and/or racist.
Only the Spirit of God can reveal the Truth to man (Jesus to Peter). When Christians are  weaker, sin (inside and elsewhere) gets stronger. People are looking for meaning and a sense of wrath. Prodigal son story can/is meant to be taken in multiple ways (?): 1. Two sons are both human (pre Judgment) and the younger son is a “newer” Christian or someone who didn’t do as much as the older and drifted, but came back 2. The older brother is an Angel (Lucifer) and the rebellious undeserving brother is man, who the Father forgave and took favor in even after all he did 3. The two sons are both human (post Judgment) and the younger after living in the error of his ways (damned from sin) chooses to come back to the Father, and the older “saved” son finds it “unfair”.
Sometimes we are left to make judgment calls when the Spirit doesn’t give us (clear) utterance to make a decision, either to test us or let us learn from our actions. Whatever we do must be based out of Wisdom and not simply to satisfy our carnal desires or insecurities. 
We have no “true” soul mate because we are all uniquely different and individual, there is no “matching” of 2 lost souls that need to find each other to finally becoming one and their purpose in the universe is complete at that point, that would make our purpose of existence determined by the other person (if we ever even found them, and then not ever knowing for sure because everyone has faults and we put such esteem on the “one true connection” that any problems that ever arise would cause doubts in the other person and the “true” compatibility of the relationship). People have put too much emphasis on a predetermined stars-aligning connection or God-given person in order to ever truly find “the one”, putting the focus on destiny versus our own decisions because we put our focus on tangible physical evidence of intimate relationships for our purpose in life and not spiritual growth to foster betterment in others and ourselves. We can’t keep putting things in our lives to try and fill the void in our hearts and not expect it to fail us, all physical things fail us, humanity has just been led to believe that “one true love” is what’s missing because it’s the closest thing to filling that void in our lives because of the level of love, when the real fulfilling purpose of seeking out and accepting our Creator’s love (the originator of love, from where all love comes) is overlooked or cast down as if He has nothing to do with it and we don’t seem to ever fill the void because of it. We may think we can fill the void but it’s always temporary and limited, unlike God who is outside of time and space yet still influences everything in ways that are not always obvious, always looking for those that wish to love and be loved truly and not simply waft in the carnal selfish desires of this world which we willingly take a part of.
Proof that not every human you see is from God/savable(?) – 1 John 4:1-6
The more we love, the more we are like God, for God is Love.
If the Holy Spirit only first came down at Pentecost, where did/does love from God come into the Earth per each person?
“There is no fear in love [dread does not exist], but full-grown (complete, perfect) love [g]turns fear out of doors and expels every trace of terror! For fear [h]brings with it the thought of punishment, and [so] he who is afraid has not reached the full maturity of love [is not yet grown into love’s complete perfection].” – 1 John 4:18
WE ARE MEANT TO LIVE IN EXCELLENCE FOR THE LORD AND HIS ETERNAL KINGDOM
As the Law being merely a rude outline of the good things to come (Hebrews 10:1), is the punishment for transgressing the Law of God the same way (Romans 5:13)? Will everyone have another chance (out of eternal banishment) after The Lord has fully established His reign over the whole universe? Why does Romans 5:15 only say “many” have died due to the fall of Adam (is it excluding Enoch and Elijah?) in comparison to Christ’s salvation of many (who receive it)?
“Prayer is the secret of power.” - Evan Roberts
Daniel 5:21 – It took 7 years for Nebuchadnezzar to learn and understand that God was Sovereign over all, can the same principle be applied for those sent to hell?
You don't move the glory of God by boards and big wheels. You move it by carrying the presence wherever you go (hard work over laziness) – Ark of the Covenant
God will help you, but He’s not going to force you. You have to act out what you are praying for your faith to manifest an answer, not being lazy.
Islamic Caliphole – Kingdom of the Beast. There is no time to sleep. Work fervently towards your crown! The supernatural is no abnormal. Your mind (flesh) is enmity towards God. We need to master topics, not just be causal in everything. Your personal call is minor to the big picture (even people like Billy Graham). Ravenhill reached a realm of God that caused him to be strict on following God, while Olsen got to a part of God focused on joy (different parts of the Body, as no one can fully grasp God other than Jesus Himself). Everything we do must be connected to the Body of Christ. We cannot be selfish, we are all in this together (by God’s Perfect Plan). The children of God must be and stay in unity. Trinity – God who is both Father and Son and Spirit (unity of 3). Do not fight over glory, it’s not a competition, it’s the Kingdom. Do your part and help others reach the glory. We are not more important over anyone else. The Power of God in the midst of others also seeking after Him is something awesome to behold. Some things are needed for others to come together (in unity) for certain things to happen (synergy). There’s only so much we can do by ourselves but the more help we get the more we can overcome together, which is what God is emphasizing. Most of the great men that failed under God fell because they became isolated
Our pursuit in Christianity is not to become popular or even influential, but to produce good fruit – that is the priority. We are strengthened together through righteousness and poisoned through compromise in sin. Our members must be healthy in order for the Mission to be accomplished (can’t do it on my own – by God’s design). Our individual sins affect the Body we are connected to. People get healed not by the preacher (pulpit) but by their own faith. Other people in the Body may be keeping others from the deeper presence of God because they are holding the Body back (their spirit is not on the same level, that’s why there is a need for unity). Once we repent under the Blood, then breakthrough happens. God cares more about the Body progressing (as a whole). Love thinks no evil (on others or themselves). 1 Corinthians 13 – God’s Love in intent and not just our work. We have a knowledge of 36,000 Christian divisions/denominations. Love hopes – it believes better things are coming (especially in God). A church must be built on love, not a personality (if the “leader” falls then the church collapses, then it wasn’t built on the right foundation). Love bears (endures) all things – cover/protect/preserve/concealing the problems of others to help them out in confidentiality for the sake of the person and the Body. God instructs us to be forgiving and merciful to one another in the Body as He was to us.
Be serious in your prayers and fervent in your love for others (the commitment needed for an end-time church), which covers a multitude of sins. When you run the race you do it to be the most excellent you can to show your dedication (and love). Love is not an emotion, it is a choice (with God as well as man). We must work towards a relationship (as in work in all things) in order for things to be completed right. Sex is not a sin, the factor is the intent (the true intent). Our assignment to one another is to cover and not expose. It is unloving to see someone in sin and not go after them. Love is true dedication. A wise man delights in correction (but realizes what that entails as well). Love covers all things, but also corrects (tries to) – which may hurt. Faith is enacted through faith , we must use what God has given us. Real love covers – Jesus’ blood. Remember, while we were still sinners and unsaved, Jesus died for us to cover us in love. How much more is He there for us and loves us when we screw up after our salvation?
In order for humanity to truly have the freewill to choose God (good) we needed a corrupted 3rd form after the spirit (which is good and comes from God) and the soul (are decision-maker, will of choice) in order for the soul to choose whether to follow the spirit or the flesh, not just the spirit. But in order to be rescued from that opportunity of choice (in which sin causes us to have to be condemned away from God) Jesus was formed to be humanity's way out (if they so chose). We must always choose to not follow one or the other, there is no true compromise of the two.
God doesn't not heal us just because we don't believe in Him, but because our doubt is literally keeping it from happening in us.
The Son and The Father are truly separate Beings, yet are One (which They desire to have us become One with Them as They are Together). When we become [truly] One with Jesus in eternity (as His Bride), we will become One with The Father (Who only the Son [truly] knows). Jesus came forth out of The Father’s Presence Who sent Jesus to save man (John 17:8).
Each demon has a name and personality, so when someone is possessed by a legion of demons (about 2,000), are they all different problems or are some of them “duplicates” and “stack”?
[Find out how to learn to distinguish between the Holy and the common.]
God allows all things (authorizes all things that happen). So when we feel bad (get attacked spiritually), we need to figure out why (through answer in prayer or wisdom) as to why we are feeling a certain way. Remember Satan has no authority that God did not grant him to have (for the good of the Lord, which includes His children). Test the spirits, a kingdom divided against itself can’t stand. Both God and Satan are polarizing, that is why you have to serve One or the other, whether you choose to or not.
We have imaginations so God can use it as sort of a canvas to paint whatever message He is trying to say to us and so we can understand it, being confirmed with what we “see” with what we feel in the Spirit.
I’ve been unknowingly been participating in Satan’s kingdom when I agree in complaining about the lack of competition in society, instead of desiring people to be serving one another.
As Jesus freely gave His blood, Satan refuses to give his (in documented sources). [Research the full significance of blood]
Daily pray like this to God to be equipped with His Spiritual Armor: “Father, would You please put Your complete armor on me now, I ask and thank You for it in the name of Jesus.”
I receive not because I ask not (in faith).
As Satan is not omnipresent, news in the demonic world travels slowly and they cannot read your thoughts.
You have to put a lot in to get a lot out (spiritually).
We are put through trials on Earth “Until we have learned enough” for eternity. Don’t expect a battle to be over immediately just because Jesus is on your side, it’s about the experience and your personal resolve (who you will ultimately be through and after the battle).
Before one can be fully delivered from evil spirits, first all the “doorways” must be closed to keep them out and only have Jesus stay in. It is must easier to go after doorways than specific demons. The doorways must be closed in a certain order.
The Lord does not delight in keeping information from us, but instead desires us to diligently seek out the truth (of which He is).
We may think secular things are good sometimes to relay a point, but it’s much for efficient (for you and for God) if you stay spiritually dedicated to realize those points through revelation in the spirit first.
David was actively doing something (Psalm 119:9-11) — that is, learning and memorizing God’s law so that he would not depart from it. At no time in scripture is meditation something passive. Satanic meditation is passive. Satan wants men to blank out their minds, attempt to clear their minds of all thoughts. This directly opens a door for demonic entrance and influence, because the simple fact is that God commands us to control our every thought, not blank out our minds! If you don’t control your mind, Satan will. II Corinthians 10:3-5
We must control our minds at all times, not blank them out (in meditating on nothing or inhibiting our minds on alcohol/drugs).
Another point to the devil (Satan) not being “Lucifer”, Matthew 25:41 says “the devil and his angels.” God made everything, Lucifer cannot make anything (let alone living beings), so they cannot be owned by a being in this sense but an allegiance (given over to their depravity of evil/the devil/Satan).
[In physical form, how powerful are demons (how much would it take to “kill” one)?]
The Holy Spirit is pure. What about man’s spirit from God? Has it become corrupted like the body and soul (and in thus we need the constant Presence of the Holy Spirit to keep us pure)? Psalm 51:10
If our spiritual bodies can be wounded or exhausted by battle, does that make it “mortal” or it just means or physical bodies can only take so much spiritual abuse? Daniel 8:27
Imaginations leads to the opening of doors for the demonic to influence (spiritual doorways), as such as when I questioned Jesus’ sovereignty by the fact that there were knowable “limitations” to His creation and my “logic” lied to me by doubting Him because my imaginations of infinity exceeded what I had been made aware of in Him.
Satan doesn’t excessively attack us if we are ignorant and inactive because he doesn’t want people looking in to the spiritual and exposing his plans (the same as any organization trying to rule the world). However demons are often chaotic and lack loyalty so they attack whoever they can (as God allows).
Sin/evil is a cry of shrieking to the Lord - Genesis 18:20-21
All creatures are good to eat (1 Timothy 4:5), but why where certain ones not before Jesus’ sacrifice? (unless it was just safe to do via God’s commands to His people)
The road to Heaven is paved with good intentions, not Hell. Just because you may have made the “wrong” decision that ended up hurting someone, if done with absolute love and goodness in your heart (not being done in rebellion of wisdom) then that is what you should always do.
If you need to do work in the ministry to fulfill God’s good work you should focus on that intently for the sake of the growth of others even if it cuts down on your praise/worship of the Lord for truly this is praise and worship of the Lord – Acts 6:1-3
I had to gain humility before I was able to walk with God, to pull back what I thought of God (unknowable in reality) to what really is described about Him, that pride was needed to be removed before I could accept the “limitations” of descriptions put on The Creator and truly learn to love and know Him.
Acts 15:28-29 “For it has seemed good to the Holy Spirit and to us not to lay upon you any greater burden than these indispensable requirements: That you abstain from what has been sacrificed to idols and from [tasting] blood and from [eating the meat of animals] that have been strangled and from sexual impurity. If you keep yourselves from these things, you will do well. Farewell [be strong]!” - Drinking blood is the false wine of the idol’s communion cup. Strangled flesh is the false body of the idol’s communion dinner. And the temple prostitute is the false unity of the idol’s servants. The things listed are the false communion in the service of the idol. Also, do not do anything that would cause another to stumble by having the appearance of evil (either by eating certain meats or doing something out of context where the other person is questioning your true faith and righteousness [i.e. Oneness with Jesus]).
Apostleship - Through Him we receive grace to promote obedience to the faith and make disciples for His name’s sake among all the nations and all the peoples, a part of the body (a piece of His perfection, one of His gifts) to be special messengers to ministering the Truth toward building up Christ’s body so that we all attain oneness in the faith and in the full comprehension of the knowledge of the Son of God and be complete as He is complete, in the hope of eternal life which the ever truthful God Who cannot deceive promised before the ages.
Saved through Christ allows me to not have any obligation to do anything (free from the Law), although I won’t be able to grow and come closer to Him without doing certain things (in heart and in realization through action). If we are truly saved there is no tradition that we must follow but we must have faith (which is the requirement for salvation) and love (which is from The Holy Spirit Who comes into us once we accept Jesus), which is actuated by works showing both our love and our faith. If we fail to show our faith in God and His love in us, then we are no longer free from the obligation of the Law (which means our certain destruction because of our transgression of the Law) and must sincerely repent in order to be covered and free again (for sin comes from our rebellion against God, Who is love). And Christ is our atonement of sacrifice to be covered for our sins, but if we reject His sacrifice (by our continued transgressions), then we reject His gift of salvation as well.
A recurring theme is Scripture is nudity bringing shame, such as in the Eden (even to spirits) and there is a very high charge against those in sexual immorality as well as constant analogies to betrayal relating to harlotry to God. When we see an image of a naked person it is ingrained/burned into our minds and we can’t get rid of it (sort of a imprinting into our soul, reserved for our soulmate), yet it is acceptable and good to do so (frequently) with your spouse (as it is considered righteous by God to be one with only one other person). That oneness is a secret and sacred thing shared intimately with the one you are to be with and an abomination otherwise (in intent) which is why it is so significant and important to God and humanity (at least it should be with humanity), which is also why the enemy focuses on sexual perversion so strongly.
The next time you go outside when the sun is out, look at the shadow of something casting it and then imagine only knowing what the true object casting that shadow is by its shadow (both in understanding and experience within the scope of the shadow) being intimately acquainted with and fully grasping what the shadow in and of itself can give you. Then look at the object the Light is casting upon it and compare the vast difference of understanding just a silhouetted outline of an object and its full reality, not just in realization of its true existence but in the capabilities and full accessibility of its complete function. 
That's the same experience in scope of this life compared to the eternity that is coming. I beg you above all else to please not miss this by allowing your heart to keep you from the true things to come, if you fail the test of faith, hope, and love in this life then you will not be able to pass it in Eternity. Colossians 2:17
True faith (in Jesus Christ as our Savior) is needed to please God and be considered righteous, to the point of salvation, in His eyes because faith requires humility and it tests the true character of the heart of a person if they are truly willing to give up their pride of self and accept the good of God in and through them.
There are five factors in getting a prayer answered. The level of faith of the person praying, the righteousness of the person praying (God does not hear the wicked), how long (continuously) you pray, how fervently (intensely) you pray, and how many people are in agreement on what is being prayed. Now you don't need every factor in play for a prayer to be heard, but it does need to be prayed in the right intent and the more these factors are in play the more radical and quick the prayers are answered.
So remember: faith, righteousness, continuous, intense, and agreement.
Eternity is coming
We are put through trials on Earth “Until we have learned enough” for eternity. Don’t expect a battle to be over immediately just because Jesus is on your side, it’s about the experience and your personal resolve (who you will ultimately be through and after the battle).
True faith is fully believing in something, not ignoring something else.
God granted a couple a child to accompany them in their old age but they didn’t follow God and the child was tormented and died (sins of others caused the pain of others, like David and Bathsheba) – God may selectively not see into the future of the will of others because that would nullify absolute freewill (?), changing one’s heart was only done when God gave them over to their free will/desire.
Always be positive when talking about people, don’t bring up the negative thinking you are helping them, because it only hurts them deeply instead of “making them better”. When they ask for your opinion don’t be a lying flatterer, but also use wisdom and love.

No compromise for the Lord, not even for family.


Materialistic societies seeks to overstimulate the senses

We HAVE to daily seek HARD after The Lord, because we are constantly being dragged back into the way and life of the world by sheer fact of not growing closer to God. We are like a battery with a constant leak and the more of the world we are exposed to the more the battery drains, the more of God we focus on the more our battery is charged and closer to being all we were made to be becomes reality. That’s why we must die DAILY to the world for a reason, because we can’t be lax in our seeking of God, and especially if we indulge in any of the senses. *


I have finally pieced it together. The more that I am in the world/away from God, the more I see the physical attractiveness of women. This comes usually after skipping over prayer and/or Communion, indulging in food and/or entertainment, and/or screwing up intimacy with God.
When I’m actively and intently seeking God, I have no issue with how women look, but once I feed the other senses of the flesh, then the rest of the flesh comes “alive”. That is why we must “kill” our flesh daily (carry our cross).

Matthew 5:21-22 "You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court.But I say to you that everyone who continues to be angry with his brother or harbors malice (enmity of heart) against him shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court; and whoever speaks contemptuously and insultingly to his brother shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the Sanhedrin, and whoever says, You cursed fool! [You empty-headed idiot!] shall be liable to and unable to escape the hell (Gehenna) of fire.” - continual anger towards another equates to killing him, talking badly of him equates to speaking against God, and simply combining insult with hate in speaking against someone will actually send you to Hell.
Never do anything against your conscious, for if you do, then you bear witness against yourself before God.

Matthew 5:19 "Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven
37 Let your Yes be simply Yes, and your No be simply No; anything more than that comes from the evil one. - Satan seeks to trip us up and cause us to fail and fall, that’s why such thoughts are from him, so he can get a foothold to trap us

“The Creator’s intent is expressed in His creation” - find out in which ways (other than the obvious holy vs unholy or righteousness vs wickedness)

Lusting after people objectifies them, stripping away their personhood and makes them only what you limit them too. The same can be said for idolizing others.


Kept asking The Lord if we had conscious lives before being born as man and He keeps saying definitively yes. God sent us down to prove our hearts and to save us. Need to find enough proof to convince others so they can accept that truth from God through The Spirit

[Explain the snake in the Garden]

God actively is working to make us like Him (as intended) by such ways as His Law and allowing for events to change us to turn back to Him

The Lord creates the animals with traits they lack and traits that they are proficient in. [Job]

The Lord told me after I felt bad after prayer that the reason I felt so was because I had spoken and thought pridefully earlier (and I had not properly repented for it, or fully appreciated that it was a sin) 2 Chronicles 7:14

I need to get rid of the fleshly and carnal mentality of desiring to kill people to remove the problem (not out of hate, just method, The Lord does not wish to kill anyone but He chooses when it must be done, not me - so it shall never be in my mind)

Now, however, that you have come to be acquainted with and understand and know [the true] God, or rather to be understood  and known by God, how can you turn back again to the weak and beggarly and worthless elementary things, whose slaves you once more want to become?


Like in Abraham’s time, does God and His Angels walk around on Earth in “flesh” to check on things and pronounce judgment?

[write about God asking me if I will listen to Him this morning]

[Look into judgments on different parts of the world, like Africa with malaria and AIDS]
21,000 children die DAILY due to poverty (U5MR)

We should not seek to glorify ourselves or focus on our image before others, only to glorify God. For we are to be as our Master, considered “the least of these” before man as a servant.

To evidently show Love to God, we must show Love to one another. For Love unto one another unconditionally is showing Love unto God.

We are responsible for what we do to and for our descendants

We can be spiritually contaminated by others, but we can also be spiritually edified by others. We need discernment to know who to associate with, those who truly are of God.


I don’t think that I can, but I want to repay the kindness that God has bestowed upon me by my willful actions for Him, for His happiness (aside from my salvation, which cannot be repaid), being aware that it is our reasonable duty, to begin with, to live sacrificially and obediently for The Lord in everything that I do. I just pray I can show The Lord the most amount of love from me possible.

There’s a time to think about all things (obviously not including thinking about lustful or evil things), so discipline your mind to think appropriately when the time is right (i.e. it is not appropriate to think about sexual intimacy all the time).

For some reason there has always been a particular stigma against those of darker colored skin throughout the entire world, even as far back (recorded) as the Torah (Numbers 12:1) or Nehemiah (Neh. 5:5), although it might have been for different reasons - research why and the connection to it (may have to do with how the shulamite bride viewed herself in comparison to Solomon, with dark skin representing “bad” and light skin representing “good”)


Discipline yourself out of a choice for holiness, not out of a belief of condemnation, for that is of the Devil

There needs to be “task forces” to focus on specific issues, because the more concentrated the effort, the more effective the results

Most people who are abused growing up do not realized that they are abused, they just think it’s the way things are. To which they find out later how much better life is and is meant to be.

Like Jacob, we may be limping around after our encounter with God, but it is for our good and we are blessed by it, so it was worth going through and being affected by it

What does it mean in Scripture where it says “there is no longer slave or free in Christ Jesus”? It may be out of true balance/harmony to what is meant to be, thus all becomes one (in its true form/intention) 1 Corinthians 7:22, 1 Corinthians 12:13, Galatians 3:28, Colossians 3:11

Does Galatians 4:23,30-31 mean a child born of a saved woman will ultimately be saved (is chosen/called), but that guarantee isn’t for those who aren't?


My English teacher is obsessed with sex, at a Christian school. She literally ties something into sex or sexuality every single class, even when she is making up stuff to do so (such as claiming artistic “implications”).



For example, a wife “screams” for attention and intimacy but feels that he doesn’t even notice. It’s not that he can’t hear her; it’s that he’s thinking about something else or is completely misinterpreting her signals. This situation can easily be improved by simply “tuning in” to the station on which your mate is broadcasting. The truth is that careful listening feels so much like love that most of us can hardly tell the difference. - we need to “tune in” to our Lord to be intimate with Him and show Him we love Him by our efforts


Inkheart (book/movie) - transition of the text into reality (based on the reader), almost becoming as one with it; wife becomes “translated” into the text [what if our reality (the physical) is really a book of The Creator and eventually the story ends and we are translated into reality]


Can too much of anything make you sick or be bad for you? Can love?

We need the courage of temperance to curb the will of our appetite to keep the spirited sensuousness of our souls at bay to have harmony (loving what The Creator made as intended and not falling into lust, loving the sensuousness instead of The Giver of it).



Look into slavery and why it has existed so early on and has continued to do so strong even now

We can not let our “higher morality” understanding conflict with the Word of God (which is the building blocks of reality, thus the top and eternal authority)


On Lying: If there is a choice of “lesser of 2 sins” such as lying to save others or let them die, what is more acceptable in God’s sight? (i.e. the Egyptian maids) Whatever is right in your heart. “Those who know what is right but does not do it, it is sin to him”. We can sin even if it hasn’t been established if our spirit (or The Holy Spirit) convicts us.
If one loves God and his neighbor, he fulfills the whole law
Situations where one’s death specifically caused a greater good people in the tent (which Arron killed), Akon(?), Jonah, Jesus, etc..


There’s only 1 way to know if humans are children of The Maker or the Deceiver, whether they believe and accept The Lord Jesus Christ as born of flesh from The Father as His Son and died for us and thus Is our Lord. Now sometimes God’s children don’t fully awaken immediately, but over time if they are His, they accept Him for Who He is and follow Him, while the Enemy’s children literally cannot, because they willfully choose not (whether they realize why or not).

Since women are what was taken out of men, in order to get a proper gauging of how humanity was to be, we need to first merge what each one of us is missing, but also add whatever is lacking in both sides (full emotion and full intellect, as well as anything missing that could be more fuller, like the amount of possible muscle or bone/skin strength, etc.)

Women don’t always know that they are in love, even if they are (naive)

Knowledge is power, money is power, influence is power, etc.


Just as we are ashamed of our naked bodies when we are fat and weak, we will be also ashamed when we lose our spiritual clothing in death (our bodies) if our spiritual selves will be exposed as filthy and unholy by our choices in life (in particular, not accepting the salvation given to us by our Creator and Lord Jesus Christ. So we need to life our spiritual lives like we would our physical lives to be the best and to not be ashamed before The Lord (and vice versa), but maintaining our humility about us.

All of life is training for us to serve God directly in eternity and to see how willing we are to do so (although salvation is free for most (see notes)). Everything we do in listening to God’s Word/Law and loving one another is showing and proving our obedience and love to Him directly!



The more holy and righteous we are, the more our prayers are answered. Do we have more authority to command prayers be answered the more righteous we are by the authority of God, as His children (versus God simply or only answering all prayers directly by Himself, as was implied more so in the Old Testament)?

When we speak a prayer (which we must) it must be with a commanding tone

Prayer must be earnest and repeated daily in faith without growing weary or doubting

We must strive for worthiness before God, for He is the only One Who truly matters, so we must seek to be One with Him by being like Him in every regard so we may be able to be with Him




[Research why the more shocking something is the more details and vividly we remember it]

[“Echoes of Christ’s narrative before He came that prepared people to understand Him and afterwards that should emulate that perfect narrative”]

Archetypal forms (Jon Howard-Spink) - study and understand 

Archetypal forms can mirror with your niche’s/company’s/brand’s story (big reason why Obama won - his story versus McCain’s story)

[Watch out for the power of symbols controlling people (not direct, but subtle mind control)]

[RESEARCH SYMBOLOGY]

A lot of people want to join something if the majority of people are for it

Shadows allow us to perceive the Light

Look up Fatty Arbuckle and how he became so powerful



I have it extremely easy in life and The Lord has told me to do only a few things and I have a limited time to do it in. My top priority must be to follow Him.

I felt The Lord showing great love to me after I messed up badly by sleeping away the day on top of going to bed early and not praying because He wanted to show that He still loves me and He doesn’t want to discipline me but He will, but not to despair for I will overcome through Him.

As The Lord is both then now and later, so are the answers to our prayers, what we pray is already answered but during the “now” we must keep praying until it manifests 

Music is much different in a group (concert) due to the spiritual energy associated, not just that the music was louder, the people all were of “one mind and accord” with the music



I have it extremely easy in life and The Lord has told me to do only a few things and I have a limited time to do it in. My top priority must be to follow Him.

I felt The Lord showing great love to me after I messed up badly by sleeping away the day on top of going to bed early and not praying because He wanted to show that He still loves me and He doesn’t want to discipline me but He will, but not to despair for I will overcome through Him.

As The Lord is both then now and later, so are the answers to our prayers, what we pray is already answered but during the “now” we must keep praying until it manifests 

Music is much different in a group (concert) due to the spiritual energy associated, not just that the music was louder, the people all were of “one mind and accord” with the music
There is a spirit of fear (tormenting hopeless fear) and Godly fear (a passion to move forward and make a difference.
"The fear of The LORD is the beginning of Wisdom"
A Christian should be a Prepper for things to come in what should be prepared for.
Rev6:5-6
Do not obsess about tomorrow, but focus your main efforts on today 
We need to do ALL that we can do and Then leave the rest up to GOD, as He has intended it.
"[every person] work out your own salvation with fear and trembling"
Listen to all words from GOD, the Oracle of the Revelation of The Holy Spirit
Don't run to every person when you get a Word from GOD, and when it's from GOD you will have total complete peace, NEVER go by "feelings"
Do not remove GOD from your life
Watch, listen to the voice of reputable people, look out for danger signs in your land, pay attention to what is needed to be prepared for problems (such as food and communication), find a way to protect your family and the innocent, restock emergency food every month and use up previous month supply, stay away from danger areas, know your people and neighbors and your surroundings, have faith and patience, Get small bills for power outages

How to save your family
In prayer, pray the eyes of their understanding will be open
Command that their spirit/the seed that was planted be awakened (people can become past feeling)
Command all unhealthy soul ties become broken
Pray for a kingdom connection for them, in the different areas of their life
We need to both pray AND prophecy what we have prayers and believe in our spirits
Change how you talk to them, speak in faith and confidence of the good you are praying in them for them
Say "when", never "if"
Love them unconditionally no matter what your see, because that seed will grow



The signs, shaking, and seal of the Covenant:

Perspective can reveal or hide the Truth
The Holy Spirit reveals the secrets of GOD
GOD reveals prophetic things to those who are prophetic
"Do you have the patience to endure the shaking?"
In your patience will you learn how to control your mind
Jonah 2:8 - national destruction 
It is possible for GOD not to hear your prayers - FIND OUT WHAT THOSE INSTANCES ARE
Those who go against GOD and His Children and Kingdom will perish, but those that go for Him will prosper, all in their times
Cause does not always equal clear effect when GOD is in charge of that
Next signs will be of Volcanos
GOD, GOD's WORD, and GOD's Covenants cannot be shaken


You will get what you Expect
Revelation breeds expectancy 


Think on the same level as your spiritual anointing (who GOD has Said you are). Renew your mind; "as a man thinks, so is he" - Proverbs
You must not have the right heart in the wrong head.
GOD hides things to be found in Him.
Leave Everything not leading to GOD in order to follow GOD.
Just keep going and don't look back.
True faith believing people live for tomorrow and tolerate today.
These are the Sons of GOD, they that are Lead by The SPIRIT
The LORD is my inspiration.

I’m getting sick of constantly asking for help from The Lord for things I should have taken care of long ago, such as sleeping. I’m not a child in the wilderness, The Lord has raised me to be a leader, so it’s time I started acting like it.

Souls of men going to Hell - Romans 2:9

Lack of real relationship in boldness as we are supposed to act (as men mainly) where we send messages and not confronting people to let them know our feelings in boldness and confidence.
Cohesive communities sometimes all considered each other their own (all the women being mothers to all the children and vice versa) - because of infidelity?
People change how they perceive something based on what they “learn” (regardless if it is true).
Only 1 out of 40 can truly multitask well (try to make yourself part of that statistic)
“Big beards” may be taking steam with people because it isn’t overused (in this society) or that it shows a “rejection of technology”

We represent more than just our faith, that is why we can not be hypocritical at all against our faith (constantly working and changing, consciously) - because they don’t only judge you but God, and your pride of God and defense of His honor should be your top priority to defend.

[Research why the more shocking something is the more details and vividly we remember it]

[“Echoes of Christ’s narrative before He came that prepared people to understand Him and afterwards that should emulate that perfect narrative”]

Archetypal forms (Jon Howard-Spink) - study and understand 

Archetypal forms can mirror with your niche’s/company’s/brand’s story (big reason why Obama won - his story versus McCain’s story)

[Watch out for the power of symbols controlling people (not direct, but subtle mind control)]

[RESEARCH SYMBOLOGY]

A lot of people want to join something if the majority of people are for it

Shadows allow us to perceive the Light

You can’t (fully) defend your faith if you don’t know more than your enemy

Research difference spiritually of free elections vs Monarchy (Israel)
to make the world safe for Democracy (an particular form of government (spirit?))
The Power of Leadership over man
[Look up field of study of Psychology in connection with the spiritual]

Need to prioritize what to research (can’t learn everything)
Who are we to call someone a “moron”?

Of course those who are on the side of doing what they want to the weaker supports removing equalizers (weapons), that only makes sense

If God noticeably in the Bible commends and thinks highly of the clever, how does He view detectives and the like? Our goals should be focused on increasing our minds, but mostly in wisdom (which comes through God only)


The Enemy wants to discredit conspiracy theorists at every turn so that no one believes the truth when it surfaces (bringing up all the fake conspiracies as “proof” against it)

God “breathed” life into “Adam” and he became a “living" “being” - look up original word meanings

When someone gave an opinion about how he felt using a non-direct attack I could actually feel hatred behind the response as well as others, even though the answer was not meant to be directed at the person (nor would it be seen as such in merely text)

The Bible says fear not because it is a crisis of faith in God (and practically, it causes people not to think straight)

[How far does The Lord wish to please us in the physical? Does He ultimately want us not to want any physical pleasure including intimacy of the flesh even though He made us that way? Does seeking God and giving Him glory and Him giving us pleasure separate us from the animals that seek just the pleasure?]
I always had a desire to love someone but no one to love. Seeing how God loves me and receiving of my love opened up the floodgates of my heart to give it all to Him, which has become increasingly intimate and submissive to Him to express my love to Him 

We are not to be pessimistic, but The Lord doesn’t reveal things until later and allows bad things to happen to us so we can be pleasantly surprised by Him later in His gifts and contrast to the bad so we can understand how good He is

Sometimes The Lord fills us with His Presence just to show us that He loves us!
If we truly don’t want to, sometimes The Lord protects/prevents us from doubting!
We are individually members/parts of one another and the body does not “pluck out the eye because it is not an ear"
We may need to work/train the gifts of The Spirit to better our use of what He has given us or its uses may be determined (in effectiveness) based on how close we are to God in the spirit or both.

Not worrying because of trust in The Lord does NOT mean ignoring it.

Songs:
I found you by Anthony Evans
My heart is Yours by Passion
More of You by Colton Dixon
Every Captive Free by Matt Gilman
Burn for You by Rick Pino
You Carried Me by Building 429
Awake and Alive by Skillet
Satisfied by About A Mile
The One I’m running to by 7eventh Time Down
You Are by Colton Dixon
Let The See You by JJ Weeks Band
Here For A Reason by Ashes Remain
It was love by Abandon

Elijah mocked Baal and his prophets like The Lord mocks the Enemy - having the nature of God
Some people can’t believe until they see/experience Him (like me but in visions)
Some people hate people who genuinely love them [FIND OUT THE SPECIFICS WHY - other than darkness not having fellowship with the light and the world hating The One in us (unless that is the only reason, in which case find out how people turn from the darkness) - may be the spirits inside the person conflicting with the Spirit of God]
We can’t entertain perverse thoughts otherwise it will become part of me
The love of God passes all knowledge (like why I fell in love with Amanda with no "reason" behind it)
I can’t give my flesh ANY quarter because I need to live in completeness if I am to overcome as Christ has.

Luke 2:51-52
Amplified Bible (AMP)
51 And He went down with them and came to Nazareth and was [habitually] obedient to them; and his mother kept and closely and persistently guarded all these things in her heart.
52 And Jesus increased in wisdom (in broad and full understanding) and in stature and years, and in favor with God and man.
Jesus was naturally pure in heart and Jesus had to increase in wisdom in His physical form over time

Signs are arbitrary and constructed (translations of the truth - which God has an absolute meaning for all things > no arbitration)
Hellen Keller - before she could use symbols she was living in a “dark chaos”

[look up correlation of spiritual influence and/or attacks and PTSD as well as God’s Word that “those who live by the sword, die by the sword” as more than just a common sense proverb]


Look into significance of “What hath God wrought” for first electronic message (spiritual and otherwise)

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Colossians 3:2,17 




Supernatural sightings:


[Bad] - Trying to get to sleep (drifting in and out), thought is pushed into my mind "of Satan (or equivalent) putting his hand over my mouth to silence me" by unknown reason or source. As soon as I thought the thought it happened, and only because I thought it and feared it (mental realization). Resisted and said "no, Jesus stop him" with much more ease than before and the spirit subsided, but I saw a void/form over me disappear when I looked. Conclusion - Satan cannot force himself onto you unless you open the gateway yourself (in the physical realm via thoughts and/or emotions), also being in a stronger bond with God strengthened me considerably from before, but it still took place because I had sinned against God and allowed the devil to infiltrate my spirit in my dream state (gateway to my soul/spirit because of the naturally lowered defenses of my mind and the state of what dreaming entails as far as entering the spirit realm, i.e. visions). Every incident happened because of the same situation, some more willing than others. Goal - do not sin; find a way to avoid thinking same thoughts for Satan to latch onto to enter on.
(early morning, soon after going to bed) – [Bad] Trying to sleep in bed when a presence comes over me, the precursor to a spiritual attack (a very distinctive feel) where as soon as I thought about fearing something then I would be open to attack. I had known this feeling well by now, so I was only fearing about fearing, so there was nothing substantial that could be used for an attack. Not sure why the presence came, maybe because I had decided to fast the next day and wanted to interfere. I decided to turn on some audio to drown out the thoughts and keep my consciousness distracted, which worked. Later the same morning I was attacked again suddenly right before I was supposed to get up (3:40). I was caught off guard and it felt like presence(s) was waiting for an opportunity after missing the first time and rushed as soon as I lowered my mental defenses in thinking about fear and not trusting in God. Also, I had sinned the night before in the same way as the other attacks. After choosing to abandon God in my decisions, I was left to defend my spirit through my own constitution (and lost).
[Bad] – After struggling with lust strongly for about 2 weeks I finally was able to push it back through the Grace of God and was getting back on my feet ready for the next day to come back strong. Well apparently the enemy didn’t like that and decided to “do” something about it, by somehow coming into me and terrorizing me again. Now this normally wouldn’t be possible and I was initially confused as to how this happened because every other event that’s happened like this was due to me searching out fearful things and masturbation, which I did neither of this time. However thinking back as I was sleeping I still kept thinking lustful thoughts (which I prayed forgiveness for) but that by itself never caused any issue before, but as I was “sort-of” sleeping I was dreaming of a sequence where something scary was involved and I knew about it a split “second” ahead of it taken place and sort of activated/okayed the “playing” of it in my mind as a jump-scare (I think because that’s a trigger scary event for me, not necessarily universal) which then apparently ripped a hole into my psyche/soul realm and the spirit caused the fear to rise and “possessed” my voice distorting it and doing its best to keep me silent as I rebuked it out, specifically muting me when I tried to say Christ. After I was able to say it again with authority it subsided and the hazy film was lifted and I was able to fully function again, obviously wide awake at that point.
So I’m only assuming since God said do not fear because it is of the evil one, I’m assuming that’s what gave him the authority to do this, but it’s never happened this way before so I don’t know why he was able to do it now and not every time. Unless God allowed/forced him to do it so I would be doing this now and in the spirit’s foolishness/submissiveness obliged to cause any form of evil for any amount of time, not having the wisdom to have foresight on his actions.
- Side note: I did say to myself “if God wants me to stay up to do work then He’ll do it”, then I tried to go back to sleep. Now I’m on a roll finally getting back into gear, so I think God may of just taken me up on my faith in a way that was sure to “speak” to me.
[Good] – I feel like I finally know for sure when God is talking to me after praying and seeking Him when He gives me a particular type of burden, one that whenever I think of not doing it that it feels wrong, signifying that it’s going against what is good, His will. I think I finally was able to understand when after praying I was dreading getting woken up as I usually do and was about to put in ear plugs when I got a “quickening” in my spirit that said “Don’t put them in, I’ll be there to allow you to stay asleep” (roughly). So I decided even though it went against my rational judgment I decided to just go ahead and listen this time to see what would happen and it did happen. To cement this as not just luck, usually roosters wake me up around 3 or 5 randomly which was the biggest concern and exactly when I was supposed to get up at 7 the rooster crowed, signifying it really was God setting His hand to allow me to sleep. Finally I know for sure and I can stop doubting, now all I need to do is obey when these burdens come upon me and make sure to test the feeling that it’s from God, now that I know what that is without questioning it. 
[Good] Finally baptized in the Holy Spirit (best experience that has ever happened to me, or will ever happen to me, for it is the very Presence of God!). Had a prophesy given to me (not directly) that Sunday that on Tuesday something big was going to happen and I believed it after seeing the Spirit move that day baptizing people in the Spirit, desperately wanting it but in terror of Its reality (battling my carnal nature inside of me). That Tuesday I went in hoping, then doubting, but then immediately rebuking myself for doubting and believed it could happen so I earnestly tried to receive God’s Spirit to become closer to Him by humbling myself, fully believing (with no doubt), and desperately crying out to know The One True God more in His Spirit and He came upon me, overtaking my heart and speaking a language unknown to me more easily than my normal language because it was straight from my/His heart!
Had a vision while praying in my room of the Judgment Day of all the people before God. There were 2 distinct sides, one pure white the other pure black, and God gave them a choice that they were allowed, even then, to either follow Him or to turn away from Him after seeing Him face to Face with all the evidence of His reality. Instead of forcing anyone to be cast out into outer darkness by His own Word, God wished not that any man should perish and gave everyone one last chance to be redeemed once seeing God fully so that no one could doubt. But even then, even after the undeniable presence of God and the fate that awaited those not of Him, the wicked of heart chose to not follow God because their wicked spirits could not stand being with the Spirit of God. So even in the end God is just and merciful, but those who do not desire to seek God and follow Him cannot be in His presence because darkness and light cannot cohabitate.
Was praying and sincerely asked for a vision, after receiving the baptism of the Holy Spirit, in which I believed and hoped I would receive one and shortly after I received a partial vision of the Marriage Supper of the Lamb, before anyone had arrived, set up and ready to go. It was so overwhelming in its presence that I couldn’t fully focus or stay there for long, but it was the most beautiful picture I’ve seen with everything perfect and intricately detailed with a distinct color of bronze what I saw (being only partially, not fully focused). The presence of the setting was overwhelming and the joy in it I felt was literally lethal to my physical body, thus why I couldn’t stay focused on such beauty. Also explains why no man can look upon the Face of God and live.
After communing with Jesus and being filled with His Presence, I sincerely asked that the animals stop making noise, in faith and hope, so we could   and it happened immediately (having to constantly push back doubt in my mind surging like waves against a barricade) [and it will happen every time if I am in that same capacity].
Alarm came on in the morning after praying for the first time in the Holy Spirit and the words of the song I heard before turning it off (after staying up all night in the presence of God and laughing about the wonderful mess I was in) were “blame it on the transformation!” So I just had to laugh at God’s sense of humor.
After over 2 months of ups and downs in the Spirit, I just finished binge watching shows again after vowing to reform and the alarm came on (fully expecting a needed conviction and it came) with the words of a new song talking about “it’s time to do something for the kingdom, because if not you than who?” (paraphrasing). I thank God for His workings in helping me come back to the right path, but I hate how weak my flesh is.
After waking up by fear and lust suddenly around 2:30 I rebuked the spirits away but ultimately gave in to the lust after an overwhelming desire to do so and no guilt associated (because I rationalized it away by not lusting after any person). Then I couldn’t get to sleep still so I got up and started doing things but I was progressively getting more in pain all over my body to the point I thought I might be poisoned. After pleading and praying to God I didn’t know what else to do so I started speaking in tongues knowing there is power in talking with the Spirit and wouldn’t you know it the pain suddenly started going away. I’m not sure how speaking in tongues works but I do know it gets results! I do believe this whole episode happened so I can start work where I was slacking for so long, which is what I’ve been praying for so Thank God!
Going to church to clean up fireworks, I constantly was battling the flesh to stop working and do as little work as possible, but I kept on and cleaned up most everything only leaving a little behind (other than the stuff that could be washed away in a few rainy days). I went to dump the fireworks and leave but I was stopped by a vehicle parked in the way so I eventually went back up and got a urge to “finish the work” so I got out and picked up all the sparklers I left behind, constantly picking them “all” up but coming back to find more magically all over the place. Eventually I caught on after I saw 2 more sparklers right next to the car door that would have been impossible for me to miss and started to question what this meant, to which I believe God was trying to tell me to never quit until the job is done no matter how tiresome it gets (like the preacher was talking about in one of the 5 things he did/does as to why God called him, that he continued the job all the way through until it gets done, not being divided/giving up). I ended up staying there a total of 2.5 hours cleaning up the parking lot to clean the God's house. Not sure yet of the significance yet, but I believe there is somewhere.
Odd occurrences – My roommate said a few weeks before he left something about flies inhabiting bad places, either in the presence of a believer or in the lack of one and that I should be on the lookout for them because he and them are “not on good terms”. Soon afterwards he said he was leaving for a week and then an unnatural amount of flies started coming in right after he left, when there was none that I saw before, to the amount of literally hundreds right outside or room doors and in the windowsill downstairs. I managed to gas them all over the next couple days with a good amount of bug spray and there was never a significant amount (more than 1 or 2) since then.
While seeing a story on exorcism and looking into it (after reaching the next “level” in my relationship in Christ and knowing more about Him and the spiritual world), I came under fear in getting into this field where Satan does not want me to go because he knows I would be an actual threat to him. Not knowing what to do because I was woefully lacking in the workings of the spiritual realm, I decided to find some religious books on demonology and came across a book called He Came to Set the Captives Free about a Satanist who was freed from witchcraft in Jesus. As soon as I got on the page of this particular book I felt all types of bad, an oppressive fear that didn’t want me to stay on there and read it. I was confused whether it was Jesus or the enemy so I prayed and the Lord reminded me that a kingdom divided against itself could not stand and I saw that the text was pro-Jesus and knowing more is what Jesus wants so we can be equipped against the enemy, and once I understood that the oppressive spirit left (remember we are not immune to attack, but we have an unstoppable Weapon against the enemy). And literally the first thing the book said in the preface was “This will be one of the hardest books you will ever try to read. Satan does not want you to read this material!” What we must understand though is that perfect love (of God) has no fear, so we must never fear the enemy because the Lord is there for us as our Savior and Protector (To which nothing can stand against), only we can give the enemy ground by allowing him to because we are protected by the New Covenant by the Most High God! Before I started to read it I was being cajoled by the enemy whether I would have the strength to combat an attack from them if I went down that path and brought to my attention I had no idea anything substantial about the spirits and I couldn’t readably bring any verses to mind to assure myself of my strength in faith of Jesus’ Word to fight off attacks, which led me to look up demonology books and was drawn/repelled to this book. I only was allowed by God to discover and read this book when I had entered a specific level in my relationship with Him, right after understanding His deep intimacy as good and from Him as well as willingly and desirably given up the things of this world to confirm what I read in the book through my spirit as the truth (also the verse in Psalm 138 that caused me to finally accept the Lord’s intimacy was in the book as well as various other truths I’ve come to realize, in a book produced over 20 years ago).
I always felt odd about giving blood, like there was something wrong with it, even though it was to help people. I could never put my finger on it.
In dealing with the issues of different demons, ask The Father to help with whatever needs to happen for you to cast it out in Jesus’ name (such as asking The Lord to make a deaf spirit to hear what you say). 
I feel like the reason my whole life seemed to be rather devoid spiritually is because I rarely talked (for the most part), which is the source of power (in the words). But not everything is to be said aloud, needs balance.
Had an experience with a witch at church, told a friend about it (vaguely) after Thursday prayer and asked him to pray on it, then that night I cast out any spirits in the room as before and spent time with God before going to bed. Then a deep darkness/coldness rushed over me and I knew immediately what it was but I was confused because my room was still warded off from the other night and I made sure to cast out any spirits and asked God to seal my room and had intimate time with the Lord but yet this presence came over me strong very shortly afterward. I was praying and casting them out, but they came right back soon after as if they were being let in again. I ended up staying up until I prayed them away and even turned on the computer to put on Christian music but the presence never fully left. Then I drifted asleep, to which I was greeted with someone questioning me if I told anyone anything and after my spirit answered that no facts were given exposing anything of that person I realized it was a witch I discovered through God's discernment at the church and she was threatening me with what appeared to be a box-cutter across my neck and threatened that I better not say anything then the dream ended and the presence left and didn’t come back. After getting up I thought intently about it and how she was able to get through, then the Holy Spirit quickened in me that He was the One that allowed her in that I might see and increase my faith and fervor to fight for Him in the spiritual war that I was praying to be used by Him to fight for Him in and praying that I would fully realize what I was agreeing to before pledging myself so I could pledge myself at that point (but that is not the same calling for everyone in the same way). The whole experience increased my desire and faith to fight passionately for The Lord, in whatever way I can, and The Lord told me to fight her not with malice but with love and passion, not to expose her unless directed by Him. The next day I was working and came back into work to see my phone case spinning around briefly without any contact. Then the next day I felt something pull on the back of my shirt and release as if you were to get a wrinkle out, as I was talking to someone else. Don’t know if those last 2 instances were demonic or angelic, as they served no obvious purpose but it did increase my faith and excitement for the battle, but either way God was in charge and allowed certain things to happen for certain reasons (me in particular because I prayed for His perfect will to be done over mine).
Often when I really get into prayer aloud I can hear an almost resonating sound to the words I am saying, like they have more spiritual emphasis.


When I vocally decried and denied any and all "imprintings" from everyone (favoring attachments via means of witchcraft) I saw a fly depart from behind me, in a place that bugs don't hang around (in an oven making factory)

Favor in my work and life when my heart is fully set on living for The LORD in love and submission

GOD sticking up for me when someone accused me of something and I tried my best not to be offended or get angry at the person. I felt He caused the person to realize  that what he was saying could be wrong by him doing the exact same thing accidentally (messing up on it) and his accusatory tone suddenly shifted to being less sure of himself afterwards. The Lord does in fact care about what is right and wrong and about Justice, even if we don't always see it. I also felt it was in part that I didn't try to vindicate myself that He intervened somehow.

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